13-09-06 Wednesday..
haiss.. today wakee up at 12plus
denn comee in blog..
haiss.. ii msg tea juz nw..
ii ask him wad time he
booking out all this but he nv reply...

denn ii tell him norrt to avoid matter
all this lorrx.. denn after that he reply
lerrx..he say he really busy wad..
denn ii say busy until a few sec or min
for the whole day also dun have mehhx..

denn he reply say that he wont regret lorrx
and say he still gorrt no feeling for moiix
and call moiix find other guys..
if ii wan find ii will find it earlier lorrx..
still wait for nw mehhx.. ii wont be so flirt lorrx..
denn ii reply say if he really gorrt try finding
the feeling all this lorrx.. denn he say he is confuse
as in dunno he still gorrt feeling for moiix norrt..
haiss.. denn ii say no matter wad ii will wait for
eu de.. denn he say already noee that both of us
norrt match together y still wan suffer so long..
denn ii say if eu willing to hand over 1 of ur chance
ii will NEVER let eu suffer lerrx.. Jeremy,please trust
moiix.. have confident in moiix.. hais.. but after that he
also never reply..

haiss.. ii almost cry for a week lerrx lorrx.. ii dunno y ii miss
him so much... haiss..

denn juz nw go motorola interview.. denn pass lerrx..
tml go for orientation at 8am denn friday start work
lerrx.. hais.. tea juz nw say till like there are no more
chance for us lorrx.. hais.. is this really the end of us??
wo zhen de bu xiang zhe yang.. y he muz be so cruel and
heartless? y he like to ji chou so much? ii really damn
fucking de sad lorrx.. dun tell miie that ytd go qiu qian all those
things is fake de lorrx.. ii juz noee that if ii cant be able to go back to him
ii intend norrt to have stead lerrx.. ii will all the while wait for him de..
ii wont truust guys anymore lorrx.. everybody ii also wont trust..
ii will onli trust myself.. and onli miie alone in the world.. no happiness,
no future, no nothing juz a simple word a sadness lonely world ii'm
living in..

wo tao yan ai qing.. bei ren ai shi yi zhong xin fu he kuai le
dan ai yi ge ren shi ke tong ku..
zhi hui ran ni tong ku yi bei zi.... if really is impossible between us,
gorrt 1 day eu found the gal eu love ii will give eu and her moiix blessing..
wo zhu fu ni men.. maybe eu have already met 1 nw lerrx.. juz
tat ii dunno.. haiss.. wo xiang yao hui dao wo mama de tu zhi li zhong xin shen
huo.. haiss..

wad is love? does love hurtz? ii nw dunno wad that or maybe dun
understand love anymore.. haizz..

_sadnessbEe_