08-09-06 FriDay.. (daMn sAd daE)

haiss.. samee lorRx.. waKee uP aT 12pluS
denn gO ouT loRrx.. deNn gO teA hsE..
eNd uP reaCh lErrx.. hE shOW blAcK faCe..
denN at FirsT duNno waD happen.. enD uP
ii nOee lErrx.. dUn feel liKe saaYiNg
bahHx.. dUncH haB tHe mood tO saE nW loRrx..

haiS.. denn aT hiS hsE c hiM plaY gaMes..
deNn ii watCh tV.. watCh 2 oF thE VCD..
aftEr thAt talK tO hiM hE liKe duLAn duLan likE
that.. denn scaM talK tO him hE caN taLk niCelY
lorrx. hE caN chanGe hiS hEart easiLy loRrx..
nW ii nO loNgeR iN hiS hEart lErrx..

hE suDdenLy gOrrT nO feEliNg fOr moiix..
duNno y alsO.. ii alsoO duNno at fiRst waD ii
dOne wroNg loRrx.. ii alsoO nV maKe hIm
angRy oR dO thiNgs tHat makE
hiM unhapPy lorrx.. haiS.. (T_T)

deNn when hE plaYinG his gamE
ii told hiM thAt ii wanNa blog awhiLe
den he saE moiix.. deNn eNd uP hiS coM
laG deNn hE coMee sHow moiix attItUde..
haiS.. duNno waD haPPen tO hiM..
bUt end uP ii alSoo lEt hIm shOw moIix attItuDe..
waD tO dO??... haiS..

deNn arD 8plus ii toLd hiM thAt ii wan
waT oUtsiDe deNn ii bouT to gO scaM room
taKe coRdlEss pHone pasS tO teA tO coR hiS mum
nOrrT tO bUy oUr diNner.. deNn suddeNlY ii saW
teA hP gOrRt red liGhT deNn ii gO c.. deNn gOrRt 1
MSg and ii told him denn i read.. eU noEe whO is It msGing
hIm.. iS CHRISTINA(roNg's stEad).. sHe asK tea wad hE doiNg alL thIS
anD pasT fEw daEs thEy gOrrT msG eaCh oTheR buT tEA nV lEt moiIx
nOee.. deNn ii anGrY tiLl ii taKe moIix thiNgs anD leaVe hIs hOuse..

aNd ii acTualLy msG CHRistiNa.. ii saE hEr.. deNn enD up ii saW xuAn aT 306
deNn ii gO slaCk together wib her.. deNn awhiLe morE scaM cOmee doWn
deNn 3 of us slack.. whEn i step oUt of his hse ii sae him 2times moiix and
hong.. denn arD 11.15 deNn ii gO takE bus hoMe.. denn ii reachh senGkanG
ii cor teA.. denn we quarRel.. tiLl niItex hE saE hE waNn breaK wib moiix..
cuZ ii juz leave hiS houSe juz like thAt and saE him hoNgstEr aNd timer..

buT aftEr ii noee thE truTh thAt hE and chRistina is nothinG..
iS cUz she cant fiNd roNg denN he msG teA ask whetheR hE nOee
wherE roNg nOrrT.. anD ii misunderstaNd them.. buT nv brEak lorrx end uP
cUz ii fanG bU xiA.. haIS..

tIll toDAy morning(09-09-06) whiLe ii'm on the waY to fiNd xuAn aT
tEA houSe ii msG tEa tHAt we sepErate foR thE tiMe being
cUz ii thiNk boTh oF uS nEed tIme tO cool doWn lorrx..
denN tEA cOr moiix cUz hE duNn uNderstaNd moIix msG dEnn
ii saE thAt we seperate and lEt each oTher chanGe oUrselvEs denN
fiNd baCk eAch oTher.. denN hE saE buT ii gOrrT a cOurT caSe..
denN ii saY ii noEe.. ii sAe we tRy tO cHAnGe ASAP bEfoR ii gO cOurT loRrx.. iF bEfore
ii gO cOurT we stIll haVen toTallY cHanGe denN eiTher hE waiT fOr mOiix oR
fiNd suM1 eLse.. cuZ ii really dunno will bE gOing iN jaIl norrT.. hOpefully norrt..

and ii dun wisH tO spEnd mOiix birthdaY aloNe tHis yR.. dO eU all nOee tHAt mOiix hEart iS jUZ lIke a Glass cRAckIng uP into pieCes.. ii crying the whole niite.. and ii cant even
get to slpp. so ii went down to plaza to smack and drink.. ii cant really tahan this kiNd oF
feeLinG lorrx.. but nO choice ii gOrrt to dO thiS.. imaGinE ii caN even crY whiLe bLogGinG
lorrx.. 1yR plus de reLatIon iS juZ gOne liKe that.. haiS.. ii stiLl have tO take iT baHhx..

nW ii'm nOw livinG iN a WorlD oF darKness.. nO brIghtnEss at all.. mOiix liFe iS so
tOrturiNg.. ii juZ wiSh thAt ii coUld reAlly slP fOrever lyiNg doWn oN moIix oWn bEd anD
woNt wakee up.. sO thaT nO tRoubLes nO worriEs nO tOrtuRinG liFe lorrx..

tHanKs fOr moIiself thAt ii didnT manAge tO heLp impRovE this reLatiOn bahhx..
cUz iT need both hanD to claP.. ii alReadY helP untiL duNno hOw tO hElP leRrx lorrx..
hE juZ alWayS liKe tO keeP soMethinG awaY fRom mOiix.. ii'm juZ tOo saD anD wouLdn'T noee hOw tO tHink..

ii juZ caNt taNd uP whEn ii'm faLliNg doWn.. ii nOrrT tHe lasT tIme tHAt haPpy moIix lOrrx..
ii juZ wisH thaT histOry caN tuRn bAcK.. anD ii woNt steP inTo KBCC tO noee theM loRrx..
ii'm regRet.. ii hOpe thAt miracLe caN hapPen tO moIix anD gOd caN eventuAllY hElp moIx settlE moIix problEm.. cuz ii gOrrT nO 1 tO shaRe mOiix uP anD doWn mOiix saDnEss liFe bUt juZ eU..

haiSs.. ii dun wisH to saE lErrx.. iT juZ will makEe mOiix cRy mOre baDly..

taKkaiRes evEry1.. juZ remembEr dO cHerisH waD eU haVe nOw..
dun enD uP liKe moIix..

_sAdnEss bEe_